A Zahn/Vintage Update

I wrote several posts back about what was going on with us and the church plant. I figured since it's been a couple of months I could talk about it again. We had Church Plant Meeting number two a couple of weeks ago and it went well. I, of course, made way too much food, but the members of our household never complain about that. This time I made an ensamble of appetizers ranging from meatballs to my wounderful little ham and swiss sandwiches to queso to a rasberry-vinegarette salad. It was so yummy. I'm beginning to think that might be the only thing that draws people....? I guess if that's what it takes, I'm up for it. :) This time we had a whole new set of faces (plus a few old ones). It was nice to see a few people from Calvary's School of Ministry (where my brother Matt and my sis-in-law, Bethany go to school).

Kourtney spoke about Gideon (Judges 6 & 7) and how he was only faithful to the one true God while the rest of the Israelites had turned their back on Him. Because Gideon went to the land of the enemy and tore down their false gods, they were ready to attack. Gideon prepared an army, but the Lord told him they were too large in number. God told him to tell those who were fearful and afraid to go home. So twenty-two thousand went home. God told Gideon that there were still too many men. So all but 300 went home. Those three hundred mighty men were able to conquer a huge army. Kourtney talked about how we are in the same situation. We need a few strong people who are not afraid to step out in faith and see the vision that God has given us for the Indianapolis area. The Lord has been answering people's prayers about coming with us. Some to go, some to stay. I must admit, it's always hard hearing the no's. I can totally relate with the missionaries that think everyone must be called to the mission field! It's hard to understand why some are not.

In other things, I had a conference call with our church accountant in Indy. It was awesome and he told me that he wasn't going to charge us anything to get us up and running. Now we have to write our articles of incorporation, establish our board and work on becoming a 501(c)3 non-profit organization (which is the hardest part). He has helped many churches in the Indy area, so he knows exactly what he's doing. We will be having a meeting with him in January when we come home to scout things out. (He even said he would take us out to lunch!!!) What a wonderful blessing from the Lord!

We will be in Indy January 1st through the 7th. We want to put together a night of worship and fellowship with all of our friends out there. It would be a great time to reconnect and also share about what God is doing with us. Keep your eyes open for a invitation coming soon! (There will be food involved!)

On our trip we hope to secure a couple locations to meet. Recently, we've been throwing around the idea of meeting in older churches (such as methodist, lutheran, etc) at night. We've always wanted our services to be in the evening and this would work out perfectly with a congregation that only meets on Sunday morning. Pray for us that the pastor's that we speak to about this would be open to sharing their building with us.

Thank you to all who take the time to read this blog. I honestly have no idea who reads it (if anyone). We would love to hear from you and keep in touch. My e-mail address is kfzahn@yahoo.com if you ever feel like writing! If you are interested in hearing more about our vision and getting involved, please write or call! We would love it if you would check out our website at http://www.vintageindy.org/ and give us your feedback!

Where's the Balance?

Lately, I've been pondering the balance between living by faith and being a responsible Christian steward. There is such a fine line (I think) between the two. The Bible speaks very clearly about both aspects of our life. Faith is essential to our Christian lives, but being practical and responsible are spoken of very matter-of-factly as well. I guess I'm the kind who usually does everything I can to make sure I am being that responsible person and then when it gets to a point where things are out of my control, I release them over to the Lord. I wonder how good that really is. There a few things in my life right now that weigh heavily on this question. Deciding to go either way would change the outcomes of these decisions drastically. I do know that one solution is prayer, of which I do not do enough of. I would welcome any comments and prayer for this. For some reason, I have always gone round and round on this same subject and it's wearing me out! :)

Fun Times with the Sanderlins

Since Kourtney and I are living in New Mexico right now we try to make it up to Denver as much as possible to visit our nearest family, the Sanderlins. The Sanderlins have blessed us in so many ways it's hard to think of all of them! Bruce and Terri (my great Aunt who is younger than my mom - don't ask - it's too complicated!) are an amazing example of godly parents, committed spouses and devoted Christians. Kourtney and I agree that if we can get half-way to where they are in life, we will have done well. They have three super-cool kids who sometimes I have to question if they are perfect! :) Both Bruce and Terri's parents love the Lord as well. It makes me realize how teaching your children the ways of the Lord will influence generations well beyond your lifetime! It's so rare that you can find a family like theirs. I can honestly say that, looking in, I cannot find one major problem area that sticks out. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying they ARE perfect, but they are truely examples of well-rounded Christians. Thank you, Bruce, Terri, Colleen, Kara and Connor for being who you are and such a great blessing to Kourtney and I!

Ten Things I Love About My Husband

I was checking out a few blogs today came across an amazing, colorful one. I'm realizing blogging is one of those things that stay at home mom's use to connect with the outside world. Although I am not one of those yet, I try my hardest to inform people about random things in my world. You are probably wondering why I titled my blog "Ten things I love about my husband." I'm getting to that part now.

10. He's clean (okay, the guy takes about 3 showers a day on average and even when he looks like a bearded mountain man, he's still spanking clean!)
9. He rides his bike to work (being a one car couple can be rough, but my guy is not afraid to ride his bike all over town!)
8. He randomly tells me I don't have to cook and we are going to a scrumptious place to eat (for instance last night - Bravo it was!)
7. He's the perfect balance between technology and outdoors (so the technology thing has taken some time to learn, but he's not afraid to do it and not giving up when it doesn't make sense! oh, and he still can get down and dirty (outdoors, that is *wink*) and cut some killer trees down or mulch and entire yard in one day. basically, my husband is a man's man, not a sissy)

6. He graceously welcomes guests at all times (when you live in the Zahn household - or Storer and Bailey for that matter, you can expect that people will be flying in from all parts of the country at any given time of the month. Kourtney, even with his hecktic, busy life always makes time to spend quality time with each visitor. Of course, a trip to the Sandia Crest is always on the agenda! )
5. He makes a mean breakfast (southwest style, of course. he's mastered the a.m. culinary arts and it has become somewhat of a Saturday morning ritual in our house - bring on the breakfast burritos!)
4. He's so dang good-lookin'! (i've known my husband for about 10 years now and, let me tell ya', i've been through some rough style experiments with him. i've come to realize that if i just smile and pray, "God get me through this," we'll be back on the road to style success in no time at all!)
3. He's a pastor (okay, so technically we don't have an official church yet, but close enough. i knew growing up that i wanted to marry a pastor. don't ask me why. i guess i didn't know that i wanted someone who worked rediculously, crazy, weird, long hours or made close to nothing or was relied upon by people with all sorts of problems or had the highest responsibility to God for shepherding his church or had to spend all sorts of time reading and preparing for a teaching while i just sat there staring at him in anxious expectation of it's completion. but, nonetheless, it's the most amazing, honoring thing to see God use him in the lives of others and to see how much he cares about them)
2. He loves ME (this little in-depth explanation of reason #2, could go on and on, but i'll keep it short for your sake. just knowing he loves me and me alone is a wonderful feeling. i don't have trust issues or fears that he's going to find someone better, although he probably could! in the past 6 years of marriage i have seen him openly and honestly make a purposeful effort to improve areas that we have struggled in. that's something he could only do for me! he has sacrificed his life's calling {ministry} to put priority on our marriage until i was ready and supporting him to continue back in that calling. i've got an excellent man!)
1. He loves Jesus (so this has nothing to do with him being a teacher, youth pastor, mentor, or senior pastor. he just plain loves jesus. he loved jesus when he worked at Einsteins bagels, he loved Jesus when he worked for Light's Lawncare, he loved Jesus when he worked on the kill floor of Moody Meats, he loved Jesus while driving a tow truck and he still loves Jesus now more than ever. He's been my greatest example of someone who has struggled in his early days in his walk with the Lord, but has pursued and stayed steadfast. Because of that the Lord is giving him amazing gifts and talents and he is turning right around and giving them back to the Lord.)

I can tend to be one of those people who's glass is half-empty. When you make a conscious effort to see God's blessings, you are blown away. That's how I feel after writing this blog. The Lord has blessed me in so many more ways than I even realize. I am so undeserving.

What to write about...

I wish I was one of those people who could write about every little thing that went on in their lives, but so far I haven't become one. I'm not even sure if anyone cares what my daily happenings are, but I enjoy reading about theirs. I guess I could give you details about what's going on with our church plant progress and ask for your prayers for it. Okay, that's what I'll do.
We had our first official church plant meeting last Friday night and it was a success. I made lasagna, fettuchine alfredo and even bought a pizza (I thought I wasn't going to have enough). Maybe that's why people came? Who knows, but the fellowship was great and I think everyone got along with each other nicely. Kourtney shared about the calling on his life to be a pastor and the journey that we've taken to get to where we are. We gave everyone some facts about Indy and a few ideas we have about setting up shop. We even had our very own videographer so that we could share the meeting with those in Indiana who weren't able to come and so that in a few years we can look back and see how the Lord has moved. We had a time for questions and answers for people who are considering moving, but need some more info. There are about 10-12 people who are praying about joining us, so if you remember, lift them up in prayer that the Lord would give them clear direction if they are to go or stay. One thing we've been addimant about is if the Lord has called you to come, then come, but if you don't have a peace about it, don't. We tell everyone, you are going to miserable if you're not called and so are we! We just want people to know that there's no pressure, but we'd LOVE to see the Lord bring some people out with us!
Right now we are in the process of becoming a 501(c)3 non-profit organization. It seems like it might be a lengthy process and lots of legal mumbo jumbo. We also have to form a board to oversee our church. We are in the process of becoming a Calvary Chapel affliate. We have to submit all kinds of intentions and information to our regional pastor to begin the process.
Anothing thing we are working on is a big crusade or festival to kick things off this Spring. Calvary ABQ has agreed to bring out half of the School of Ministry students (about 20 people) to help us prepare for this. They will come out at the end of May and help us get the word out about the crusade. This will be around the time we officially start meeting as a church. We are hoping to get a great band and have an evangelist/pastor come and share.

Specific Prayer Requests:
-Diligence in getting all of the legalities squared away (and understanding!)
-the people who are praying about coming would have clear direction from the Lord
-for the hearts of the people who we will minister to
-for revival in Indianapolis
-that Kourtney would grow in his gifts and callings as the Pastor and that he would not take his eyes of Jesus during this crazy process!

Thank you!

Shootin' Up

Yes, folks, that's what I've been up to lately! I have become a friend to needles of all varieties. I appreciate the luxury of having insurance because if I did not, I would have shelled out over 3 to 4k the last few weeks. I had 4 cavities filled and of course had to deal with the wonderful mouth shots, had a flu shot, had my blood drawn, and got a tetnis shot! Oh, not to mention the anesthetic to numb my leg before they put the scalpel to it! I'm thankful for doctors, but I will be glad when this string of visits ends!!!!!

Longing for a simpler life

My world seems like it spins around constantly and as hard as I try, I can never keep up. There is never a free weekend and although I love my family, they are always visiting! I work 40 hours a week and it seems like every other waking hour is planned out weeks in advance. I feel like an idiot when I have to schedule weird hours just to see some of my friends! I have been praying that the Lord will make it possible for me to cut back to part time in the VERY near future. This life of running around like crazy is taking it's toll on me. I admire those who seem like they never skip a beat and can accomplish so much and do everything with excellence. I don't know if that's just the way God made me or if I need to ask Him to work on those areas in my life. I want to be a super-wife and someday super-mom, but I need God's strength to help me. The life He has called Kourtney and I to is a life that will be lived devoted to others and not ourselves. The hard thing is that I want to do everything well at home and in ministry. Doing both is hard. If you read this could you please lift up a prayer for me? Specifically that I would put my priorities in order and learn how to say no to things that will take my focus off the Lord (that may even be ministry sometimes!) and that the Lord will teach me to be faithful to Him. Thanks!